Am I ready for this? I think I have been more than ready for a while; however, I have just recently been able to believe myself. I had a "moment of clarity" not too long ago,which sent me into all sorts of different directions. I took several steps back and looked at where I am vs. where I want to be, and I realized that I wasn't close to where I wanted to be. Well, Matt, what are you going to do about that? I thought it was time for a life-altering decision, a decision that would challenge me, that would make me second-guess myself, but, most importantly, a decision that would change the direction of my life.
I have always worked hard. I have always worked with my hands, my back, and my head. Exactly in that order. Now the decision I have made is to do the same thing, only in the reverse order. I realized that I didn't want to work as physically hard or do what I do for another 30 years. I wanted to use my head more than my back. I wanted to make a better living. But how?
So, I admit it. I started looking at what some of my friends do for a living--mostly at people who I have a lot of respect for, and some sort of admiration. Then I started to ask myself tons and tons of questions. Could I do that? Would I like doing that? Would I be happy doing that? What would it take for me to be able to do that?
I have made the decision to start going to college. Yep that's right. Who would have ever guessed it? I think a lot of my close friends and family are, well, shocked! I am not exactly the person anyone remembers ever having anything good to say about school. I had what I thought was a miserable existence in high school. I wasn't unable to study and work hard in high school, and I wasn't unable to understand the material. I was uninterested, that's what I was.
Oh, it's funny what age does to you. I know it sounds ridiculous, but I have been catching myself thinking, "man, if I could only go back and do it over... ." So, I decided that's what I should do. My wife, who is my biggest supporter and believes in me even more than I do myself has been great about it. She has helped to take away my doubts, given me more reasons why I should, and supported me in every way that I can imagine. I truly am lucky to have such a devoted wife.
Okay, but go to college for what? What have I decided to be now that I'm starting to grow up? I have chosen to get a degree in accounting. In approximately twenty months I will have an Associate of Arts with a concentration in Accounting. Approximately twenty to twenty-four months after that, I will receive a Bachelors Degree in Accounting.
I will be doing all my classes online through the University of Phoenix. That should allow for some flexibility that will be very welcomed considering the schedule we keep around the house. I will have two classes at a time, and will start two new classes every nine weeks. That's an aggressive schedule, but I am ready. I feel as if I am already behind, since I am 37 yeas old. I probably should have done this several years ago. But now things are right for it. I have great people all around me who believe in me and help me to believe in myself.
I want to thank several people for helping me to get to this point.
Mostly I want to thank my wife. She has been and continues to be my best friend, my biggest fan, and my soul-mate through thick and thin. I have no clue what I have ever done to deserve to be married to such a wonderful woman. I am grateful to her beyond words.
I would also like to thank my good friend Dave. He has given me some direction and advice without even knowing. Dave is one of those guys who everyone should try to be like, at least a little. He has told me if I need any help that he would be more than happy to sit down with me and help me if I am hung up on any of my school work, and I know he would without hesitation.
Finally, I would like to thank Jared. Jared is my admissions counselor for school. He has helped me with so much paper work! He has been patient and kind. I feel like he is a great guy, not just doing his job. He has gone out of his way for me, working late into the evenings, and it doesn't go unnoticed.
The chaos is soon to begin. I will be starting my first two classes a week from tomorrow. I am starting my first homework assignment in years as soon as I finish this post.
